This week’s energies are going to be quite intense with so many things going on in the celestial world. While most of them will be overwhelmingly positive some of them might be more conflicting than most are aware of.
Right now love is going to be a very big fight for you but one well worth going for. The full moon we’re facing on the 12th along with Chiron going direct and the gateway opening are going to have most of us feeling as though nothing is right and everything is changing. When Chiron is direct we are all pushed to work within and come to a deeper understanding of ourselves and where we’re headed in life.
That being said, with this full moon being in Gemini when it comes to twin flame connections overall you’re going to be facing some hard situations. The things that make your relationship together stable are going to be falling apart and you’re both going to have to reevaluate things if you’re presently together. Now, if you’re not in one another’s lives at the moment, this whole ordeal could in many ways finally bring you closer together.
Chiron usually while direct reveals some of the most sensitive things about us and brings us closer with those we do not realize we are connected to. This through exploration can bring us to a new beginning with someone who perhaps could be more to us than we realize. During this time we all need to be working to make the most out of each day that passes.
Now, if you do not end up growing closer to your twin on a conscious level during this time do not be down and out. You could still be drawing near one another on a level that only your higher self is aware of. Because we are connected energetically, the cords of our love are always tugging us in different directions.
Moon quincunx Venus creates tension from an imbalance involving emotional support and love. The amount of love received is different than the amount given. As relationship tension rises, a critical point is reached where something must happen to restore the balance. This can range from an argument to a love affair.
An internal imbalance can also arise involving body image or self-love. You may try to satisfy your emotional needs by substituting love for another sweet desire like chocolate, drugs, alcohol or porn. These imbalances may be karmically related to your family, especially your mother. Addressing these issues might be the key to resolving other challenging imbalances in your life.
Moon quincunx Saturn makes it even more difficult to maintain harmony in intimate relationships because of emotional coldness, feeling of guilt and fear, or having to attend to other responsibilities. A heavy work or study load, a marriage breakup or illness in your family could leave you feeling emotionally vulnerable.
There may be an imbalance between your personal and professional life, or between your emotional needs and the needs of others. Self-control, patience, dedication, trust, loyalty, and forgiveness will help restore inner peace and relationship harmony.
Moon quincunx Pluto further amplifies the anxiety and intensity in your emotional life. Your subconscious may override your rational mind so that you say something without knowing why. Your intense moods could lead you to withdraw into a world of your own. There is also the potential for your fears and worries to get out of control and cause strange behaviors.
Guilt, fear, jealousy or possessiveness could escalate into a personal or relationship crisis. However, you could also gain a deeper psychological understanding of human nature and relationship dynamics. Finally, full moon December 2019 is good for uncovering secrets, solving mysteries and understanding esoteric subjects.
What do you think about all of this? I for one am ready for all that is to come. While I am working on finding myself this is the perfect time for things to really shift.