Yes, I forgive you but that does not mean you’re going to be coming back around. You’re not allowed to sneak back into my life, period.

I know you might think that me forgiving you is me agreeing to give you another chance but that’s not it at all. This is me allowing myself to move on more properly, nothing more nothing less. You might not deserve the forgiveness I’m offering you but in order for me to truly become who I know I am meant to be, I felt it was important for me to give it to you.

You can forgive someone and still let go of them. You don’t have to allow them back by your side just because you’ve accepted their apology. That is not how this kind of thing works. Moving on doesn’t always come with a sense of being bitter and if you want to let go of the baggage you’ve been carrying before moving on then go for it. You deserve to move forth as properly as you see fit, period.

Yes, I forgave you but that does not mean things are going to go back to normal. I’m not going to call you late at night and you are not going to pop up and try to steal my time anymore. You are not someone I want in my life and you need to do what’s best for you as well, move on yourself and perhaps spend some time growing in the ways you need to.

I no longer hold grudges against you but that does not mean that you are going to be in my life, please do your best to let that sink in. I do not want you and I know my worth. I deserve someone who is going to treat me correctly and be there for me when times are hard. You have hurt me far more times than you should have been able to and I will no longer allow it. Stop pushing me to let you back in and take the things I am saying in good faith.

I am fine, I will not regret this. I need to do what is best for me and you are not in that picture. I do not owe you any kind of explanation and I do not have to keep talking to you. Yes, I do care for you and I have loved you for a long time but those feelings will fade as your presence does as well.

I am choosing to walk away from you and there is nothing you can do to make me change my mind. I wish you well and hope you understand. I do not have any bad emotions towards you but at the end of the day, leaving you behind is my best option. I am not a toy and I will no longer allow you to play with me.

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